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December 7, 2009
I’ll probably never get over (0 Comments)
I was going through my email inbox and saw this again:
I’ve been through so much with you, more than any other guy, and I still want you as much as I did the first time I laid eyes on you. Every time I see you, it’s like meeting you for the first time all over again. It’s the butterflies in the stomach, the not knowing what to say, but out of all the things you’ve taught me, there’s still one thing I don’t know. I don’t know how to fall out of love with you. I don’t know how to let go and as I stand here looking at you, I wonder if there will ever be a day when I will get over your smile, when I will let go of the hugs you gave me that I continue to feel. A day when I forget the words you said to me, forget what you meant to me or forget how much I love you. But, no matter what you did to me or whatever happens to us, I know I could never get over, let go, or forget you. When you care about someone as much as I do you, being apart is the hardest thing to get used to. I thought I’d handle it just fine and that I’d be happy just to keep you on my mind. But it isn’t always that easy. Sometimes the one thing that would please me the most is simply seeing you. I knew that I’d miss you I just didn’t know I’d miss you as much as I do. I want to share my tears with you. I want to share my love with you. I want to share my happiness with you. I want to share my strength with you, my smiles, my frowns, my joy, my loss, my good days, my bad days, the rain, the sunshine, hot cocoa, and the snowflakes. I want to share my life with you. People can just be best friends, but at one point or another, one of them will fall for the other, maybe temporarily, maybe at the wrong time, maybe too late, or maybe just maybe forever, and that’s what happened with me and you.
So dramatic yet it hit the right words I have been thinking and wanting to say.
April 1, 2009
Writing is therapy. (0 Comments)
“Writing is a form of therapy. Sometimes I wonder how all those who do not write, compose or paint can manage to escape the madness, the melancholia, the panic fear which is inherent in the human situation.” — Graham Greene
Wow, it’s already April. It’s even April Fool’s Day today. >_>
January 13, 2009
The flight back (1 Comment)
Suddenly he stopped the car and looked directly into my eyes.
No one can lie, no one can hide anything, when he looks directly into someone’s eyes. And any woman with the least bit of sensitivity can read the eyes of a man in love.
I wonder. How does the eyes of a man in love look like?
Backlog! UGH~ I hate it when this happens.
To those who dunno yet, I got back last January 2 from the US. The vacation was fun, exhausting, thrilling, and expensive. lulz~ We visited a bunch of places like the Iwo Jima monument, White House, Kennedy Space Center, and Ringling Museum. I wanted to see Daytona and Miami, but they’re both far and out of the way. We did a number of shopping as well. I’m not that great with self-control, but I tried! *rofl* I’m too lazy to take pics of my loot as most of them were already hidden away. LOLz~ I got myself an iPod Touch as a Christmas gift, VS pannies, Bath & Body Works personal shit (in super unbelievable low prices), more VS pannies, Nine West and Fossil accessories, boots ♥, high-heeled sandals, and a DS game. I forgot what else. XD; It sucks I didn’t get to visit Hot Topic. I would have bought another (wearable) short skirt. The flight back was a pain. The service of the airline from Detroit to Japan (and then to Manila) was crap. >_> Being back in Manila felt like I’m back in hell. Okay, “hell” is an exaggeration. It’s just that the people I’ve encountered in the airports of Detroit, Virginia, and Florida are respectful. But here in Manila? Geebuz~ Staff aren’t that friendly to foreigners. They shout when they speak in English. Obviously, they’re poor in that language. They shouldn’t be working there. ~_~ People also keep blocking the way especially the romp in the pick-up area. When we saw our ride, I went ahead of my family and asked the people if they can kindly move. There was even an old man in a wheelchair. I wouldn’t want to think what could happen if someone accidentally pushed him to the driveway.
My parents had a small fight with an old couple (prolly). When they were asked not to block the way, they got mad. My Dad asked them, “Did you go to school? You can see for yourself that you’re in the way!” The two went quiet. Two security guards were telling my Mom to calm down. My Mom said they should do something about those people. In other words, DO THEIR JOB. One of ‘em security asked what happened. My Mom and I explained then that person goes, “You should tell them that yourselves.” I WANTED TO SEE HIS BOSS, SO I CAN ASK FOR THAT MOTHERFUCKING IDIOT TO BE FIRED. He doesn’t have to work there if he can’t do his fucking job. @$$wipe. >_<
I went to work right away after that weekend. Boss Atty. was so surprised I was already in the office. She thought I won’t be back until the 10th. *lol* The days in the office felt slow since the year started. I have a lot of pending work and I haven’t gotten around to 90% of them. XDDD;
November 22, 2008
Carry in your memory… (0 Comments)
From Paulo Coelho’s Plurk:
Carry in your memory, for the rest of your life, the good things that came out of difficulties.
September 29, 2005
Staying up too late everyday is BAD! (1 Comment)
But, really, fighting is just a conflict
between two individuals. After all,
humans cannot understand each other by
solely telling the truth.
I credit every brush, pattern or texture I use here. It seems the ff. sites are dead. Do some of you know their new links or what happened to them?
1. Cheena – http://www21.brinkster.com/shimmeringstars
2. Poetic Runaway – http://starlit.org/catfood/runaway
3. EJ’s Brushes – http://www.impervious.org/ABR
4. nocturna – http://nocturna.net/brushes
5. zeina
6. http://www.winggleam.com/treats.htm
It’s already Thursday. So far, I’ve only accomplished fixing the archiving of jsg. I’m open to suggestion on what else I should put in that site. ^_^ Updating jsg took me almost 2 days to finish. But I learned tweaking MT thru it. XD What they say is true. MT’s not a simple blog script anymore. It’s already a CMS.
Damn, I’m so OC with my yaoi obsession. *lol* The only thing I haven’t done is to burn my all yaoi scans separate from the shoujo and shounen. I can’t do that because it will take a long time before I complete a yaoi collection fit for one cd. Unlike shoujo or shounen titles, those get completed quickly than yaoi. I separate them in chapters or volumes. Then label them with mangakas full name (preferably last name and first name).
