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December 15, 2009

Sunday dream and shoot + Aunt’s sweet reply (1 Comment)


I had this super weird dream about me and my Mother in a car crash. We were going so fast along EDSA. I’m not sure who drove. Both of us were alive thankfully except we had deep wounds. In spite of that, we weren’t in any pain. That’s the first weird thing. Second, I was carrying a baby. I held him as if he was my own. Maybe so, but I have no idea. The weirdest in this weird dream was that the baby was licking my wounds. Babies’ saliva can heal — that was said in the dream. I woke up with that thought. The rest of the day felt weird then.

MSE Park [2009-1213] 002


Marco, Maru, and I did a last-minute plan to shoot on Sunday night. Well, it wasn’t actually last minute since I’ve invited friends. Only that Google Wave doesn’t seem to be serving its purpose for them. *lol* Jan and Marco were the only ones game, but Jan backed out at the last minute. Good thing Maru joined in or the tenshun would have increased between me and Marco if only the two of us pushed through. *rofl* XDDD

The shoot was at the park behind the Makati Stock Exchange. I like the lights on the trees. They also have Christmas-themed wind vanes. There should be a morning shoot because my night shots might be disastrous. I want great detailed shots of those wind vanes. :)

MSE Park [2009-1213] 001
Fail attempt using the panorama capability of the Omnia


This should be in a different post, but I might forget. Remember the bracelet my Aunt gave me? I emailed to thank her on the morning after I received it. This is a part of her reply:

I am happy that you liked the bracelet. How are things with you? I’ve heard that you are nurturing a broken heart…that is fine! God knows who is the right guy for you and the ones you are meeting now are just his instrument to learn from in preparation for the best one:) Take your time…empower yourself, love yourself and shine again so that you will attract the best ones. So be happy, the future will always be better! I am always right in this matter!


Sometimes, I can’t take her replies. Not that they’re bad. I’m not used to reading such especially when it’s about me. ^_^V

I am sure she’s right in that matter. I remember that she used to date a guy who suddenly went abroad. Later on, she met the guy she married. She now has two beautiful boys. One of who was thought to be my son. *lol*



July 22, 2008

Weird dream, a day with Mac, and my umobile sim (0 Comments)


I have been having weird dreams lately. Like last night, I had a dream that I have girlfriend. A real HOT one. ^_^V She’s super sexy and wears short skirts or dresses. It seems she’s only in HS. We went to her school (she was still in a short dress that I even helped zip up). Then we went to a room with only one table with 2 chairs. O_o A person was there who talked to her. Since there was only one chair left being that the other person already used one, I let the girl sit on my lap. @_@ Then she drew me various cartoon-ish animals. I remember they were cute and that she drew them fast. She was very good. Then she left and changed clothes. She wore something like a PE uniform. Her hair was tied up and she wore glasses. Very different from when we went out. I felt disappointed not because I saw her like that, but that our “date” ended just like that. ^_^V So I left. I went back around afternoon, it seems, to look for her. I couldn’t find her. I left again. Along the way, I saw the faces of my former schoolmates back in HS. I guess I miss them. ^_^ When I went down the stairs, I asked the students if they saw the girl. They said a lot of things I hardly recall except for one — she’s a really famous artist. @_@ I was surprised because she’s famous yet I didn’t know. I went back that night, but the guards closed down the main building. Only the people taking night classes were allowed in. I made up some excuse of leaving my cellphone in there, so the guard permitted me in. I quickly went to the room where I remember leaving her. The hallway was very dark. I got scared and all the more when I heard footsteps. So I rushed back to the staircase. Then I heard something falling down the stairs. I only checked when I felt I was already at a safe distance. I found out that the footsteps came from the girl. She was going towards me, but I ran away. She got angry that she threw her art book at the stairs hitting someone in the process. -_- I felt real bad.

Then I woke up… Still feeling bad for the girl.

Not an extremely weird dream, but still in a sense having a gf hasn’t crossed my mind. I haven’t even read or seen anything that would suggest such. I think my sleep was longer than usual because of that. *lol* When I woke up, I checked Plurk and my email among other things and prepared to meet up with Mac… After some bad days with him. ~_~ We first went to Ace Hardware at SM Makati to have 2 halogen bulbs replaced. After that, we headed to Hidalgo. I had my Golden Half with me, so I took pictures on our way. I took some shots at the ever busy Libertad, a shot of the moving train and some at Hidalgo when we arrived. We bought some films first. I wanted to buy 5 Solid Gold and 5 Lucky Color films, but the cheap supplier of Lucky Color films is gone! BOO~ XP So I ended up buying just 5 more Solid Gold films. :/ Meh~ I wanted Solaris, but I can’t find that there… Even in Pentax stores in SM. -_- Anyway, it rained minutes later. I wanted to take more pictures that I even bought batteries for the flash. WTF!? We decided to go home. It only stopped raining as soon as we reached the train station. Another WTF. >_>

Last week, I got my umobile sim! I was looking forward to its somewhat boastful features like the cheap mobile internet. When I tried it, talk about SLOW! I also kept getting errors. XP So far, joiz is my only contact in it aside from the emergency numbers. *lol* Anyone who wants to try it, let me know so I can send you an invite. I have 9 left. It’s free anyway & the sim will be delivered to you. Well, mine was delivered so it should be for the others too. :D For those who have used or are using the sim, any thoughts on it? :/



May 18, 2008

I had a doggies dream ^^ + dA plugs (0 Comments)


I wasted time reading The Superficial blog again. ~_~ *sighs* Even though I enjoy the jokes, sarcasm, and other shit there, I had to remove their feed from my Google Reader.

This kind of video shouldn’t be uploaded anymore. Especially in YOUTUBE. Gawd! X_X *coughs* Moving on…

It’s still May, but I guess the rainy season started early. May’s still part of the summer season, right? O_o The weather is unbelievable. *sighs* Also, all the calamities happening in different countries is a sign… For us to be good people! >_> I kid. I’m in no position to say that. Saddening how one tragedy comes after another. *shakes head*

I’m finally (sorta) free from household chores! *lol* Officially started yesterday. Man, it’s so tiring, but I still tend to the dogs. Because I want to. I love them so much that I even had a dream about them. :D ♥ ♥ ♥ In the dream, I was walking around somewhere full of trees and grass. It was either just green or white in my dream. Then someone said that wherever we were was a good location for a movie or a shoot which I agreed to. I remembered Allie then I felt sad. I started to look for the dogs. Suddenly, I had a film camera in my hand. I saw Marie standing (as if dancing) on a bed while I peeked through the viewfinder. The sun’s rays shone on her even making it an awesome image. I was telling my companion, but she didn’t see Marie. She was like a ghost that can only be seen with a camera. ^_^ The dream hardly made sense, I know. It only probably showed how much I have been thinking about the dogs and cameras. *lol*

My period started yesterday. Ugh~ I felt awful. I was having mood swings. I felt depressed. I felt mad at the world. There are reasons why and not just because of the period. I’ll spare the drama now. Should post about it next time when I can’t find myself to forget. :P

The other day I finished JEANNE D’ARC! That game is long. ~_~ But it’s good. Addicting due to the storyline. I was always curious as to what happens next after a fight, so I kept moving on and barely made efforts to make my characters strong. *lol* They’re levels are 5-6 points higher than the enemies anyway, so hardly got problems fighting with the bosses. The final boss was a piece of cake. XD Now I can finish FFXII. D: After… What? 2 years? XDDD

Some new additions to my semi-dead dA account. :P I know these aren’t dA-worthy. But, who cares? *lol*

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August 8, 2007

Will I be able to go out? (0 Comments)


*gah* XP The weather’s so bad I wonder if I’ll be able to go out later. I have a dentist appointment by 9AM and I really, seriously have to go to school after lunch. ^^; The people’s prayers last Sunday should have been clear — that they want adequate rain everyday.

Ah well, seeing this just lifts my mood:

Yotsubato! at Revoltech
Revoltech Website


Seems like the happy and angry faces are interchangeable. Plus, there are those interchangeable hands with water pistol or ice cream. Kyaa~ So cool! I you, Yotsuba-chan! ^_~

Today’s one of those rare days that I wake up early without an alarm. You know what woke me up? –> YAOI <– *lol* I had this dream that I was reading yaoi scans. I guess it’s because I uploaded a few before I went to sleep. The last thing I remember was thinking what I should read next… I think. ^_^V Well, you know it’s kind of hard to remember dreams.



June 26, 2007

At least check out Akihiro Sato (0 Comments)


*_* Ooh, I want the Toshiba Portégé R500… And these Tengen Toppa Gurren-Lagann li’l figures — I WANT! XDDD


June 23 — Passed final OJT report and second thesis proposal

YAY! The only thing left to do now is to finish my report on the analysis of water treatment. I think I’m done with the wastewater treatment report. I should re-check. I got correlation (board exam review) and irrigation finals this Thursday. I hope exam times won’t overlap or it would be a major headache. XP I find irrigation boringhard. I hardly have any motivation for that subject at all. I only hope Engr. Balmori can help me out. ;_; As for correlation, I’m not so sure what will happen to me in that subject. I was only able to answer well in our Math test. Hydro’s so-so, but I think I failed it. Evaluation test result for environmental engineering is low (in other words, I failed it too). Our advanced wastewater review is now self-study due to the lack of time. I guess our professor got lazy as well with the review class being lazybodies. Haha~ The only problem is with Engr. Sabandeja’s class, since he’s got the most topics/subjects to discuss yet we barely had any discussions. Our review last Sunday was cancelled. He left after 30 minutes of waiting. He got impatient and got pissed, I think, since the majority was late. >_< We always wait for him MWF from 9AM to 10:30AM and he wouldn’t attend teach our class. I don’t know what’s wrong. I guess he’s just making it seem it’s our fault when something else is up with him. *sighs* I wish he reviewed us in Microbiology first before because we don’t have the answers to our questionnaire yet. XP My classmates and I met up in SM Manila then to get the advanced wastewater reviewer.

I had a dream that we still live in our old house and the houses behind us were on fire. There were still time, so my mom told me and my brother to get whatever we can from the second floor. My brother didn’t go with me. I hurriedly took what’s most important to me. I also took my favorite clothes. A little later, two guys knocked on our door and was selling some things to me. I told them I don’t have time for that because of the fire. They said that it’s okay and left. They may seem understanding, but the fire didn’t surprise or scare them a bit. ^^; Weird~

To make everyone’s day…

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July 18, 2005

Who are you? (Comments Off)


Listening to: drill-like sound XP

Pictures of last weekend’s night-out with Phoebe and Pebbles are up in my gallery. I will make a photoblog post about it later. Remember I said I’m going to put up a media list? Instead of that, I ended putting up a new links page.

I had a very, very nice dream. XD The setting took place in our old house, but it seemed bigger. There was a rally going on and my dad was taking part in it. So my mom was protective over me and my brother. We were told to stay in their room for the night. While we were looking at the people parading and rallying, some policemen came over. I don’t remember why. After some time they left except for one geeky guy. He’s young-looking, his body frame’s okay (not my usual type), and he wears glasses. (Fyi, I don’t hate geeky guys. I find them attractive actually. *lol*) He moved in next door to look over us. Well, you all know how dreams can be uber weird –> our houses were separated by glass walls. He would look at us like a peeking perv and stuff. It was annoying. Then I saw him in his casual clothes. He wore pants and a plain white shirt. He was SOOOOOO cute even without the policeman’s hat. :P~~~ He came over again and we got to talk a bit. He told me he was only 23. That’s BS! He has a face of a young teen. The next thing I knew, he was making moves. I also told my brother (who’s half-asleep at that moment) that the guy is about to kiss me. He said to go ahead and stuff. The guy smiled at me and I thought I would die sleeping! X_X So he did. Gawd, he seemed so perfect!

Hmm… Should I go on? *lol* ^^;

Ah, what the heck! We were practically rubbing each other. I pushed him away when I knew what was going to happen next. XD I’m ebiL. Hahahhahaa~ I made up some excuse. It must be something to do with my mom being downstairs and my brother being in the room… He was understanding of it. Shabby fell in love with the guy. XD More stuff happened, but nothing that concerned him anymore. Then I woke up. I wanna go back to sleep and see the guy of my dreams again. ;D I wish I know what my dream means. I guess it’s my sheer frustration of wanting a kid. *lol* The guy in the dream is not a kid, but the face, the face… He looked so innocent. *__*



August 2, 2004

Partying, bands, dreams, & manga… (Comments Off)


I wonder why I’m dreaming of somebody I haven’t seen in years. They say when you dream of somebody that means he/she is thinking of you at that moment. That’s what I only know, but it’s kinda hard to believe in. The recent dream I had of him happened in some school trip. I was with my brother, I think, and 3 good-looking guys came in. One of them seemed familiar. I studied him closely and realized he was LG — an older version of him. Prolly how he looks right now. He smiled while I stared at him & he was still cute as ever. ^.~ Nothing ecchi happened and that makes me happy. Because I freaked out from the dream I had of him months ago.

Maru had a small birthday party last Saturday. He’s already 17, btw. ^_^ We had pizza, pancit, and lots of beer. My dad prepared scotch for me. ^^ Maru wasn’t allowed to drink alcoholic drinks for the meantime (due to his skin disease), so he only had Coke. >D Carlo stayed for a short while because of some curfew or something. Only 5 of us were left (Jozen’s bestfriend was there). We drank more on the rooftop & we hanged out in my brother’s room. Jozen and Roland took videos using my cellphone. *lol* I think they did about 3 or 4 videos. My fave vid was their “stripping” video. Roland should be blamed for it. Jozen only intended to dance, but Roland… He was unbuttoning his short-sleeved polo. I said, “WTH are you doing!?” >___> After a li’l stripping, they did the “spanking.” *rofl* Roland put a small ball on Jozen’s butt and spanked and spanked him. Gawd, they’re naughty. XD

I wonder if we’ll have band practice this afternoon. Roland will not attend & Jozen hasn’t confirmed if he will or not. *sighs* I’m still tired from lack of sleep. I’m beginning to hate my Friday schedule, but last Friday was somehow good. I only had Envinromental Chemistry in the morning. Then I stayed home til 3 PM and left again for CE-CAD. I was supposed to return some papers last Monday to our professor, but he wasn’t in the faculty so last Friday was my only chance. I went to the faculty with Eloisa to return them and he asked, “Do we have class now?” *lol* I told him we should have started already and he asked if we wanted to have class. The shocking thing is, I was the only student present. T_T So he cancelled class & I just waited for Maru. When they were dismissed, he suggested to watch the small free concert held by the Christian org. of MIT. The band was ethan said. They’re good & promising, but I wish they had hired sound tech.’s to help them. I could barely hear their girl vocalist. Their lead guitarist, Nate, is Eloisa’s _boylet_. *rofl* *rofl* They played The Reason (Hoobastank) & Tourniquet (Evanescence). They played a lot of good other songs, but I’m not familiar with them.

OMG!! I dislike Orlando Bloom, but thisThis was okay for me and I don’t know why. &_< I ♥ ♥ ♥ Johnny Depp and look at what they’re doing!!! X_X

They say this song is played all the time on the radio, but I haven’t heard it even once. I only wanna hear how they sung the Japanese part. More plugs: Su — ^_^ the only one who’s been leaving comments in my site, Salad Dressings, & Ddautta.

Gabby — Thanks for the information regarding Urahara Keisuke. I’m still trying to understand the division thingy. Does it mean when you’re in a higher division, that means you’re stronger?

I’m sad, no one wants to trade with me at Lights Out. -_- Anyhoo, I finally got all 10 volumes of Blame! & 8 volumes of Ichigo 100%. I now have 34 manga cd’s. >DDD I also got my package from Bryan. I started checking them one by one since last night. ^^; Lots of new anime. *tee-hee* Now, I gotta finish his before the week ends.

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