June 28, 2004

Surveys: Dear Diary (part 1) - A Girl’s Journey (Comments Off)

Introduction
what is your name?:	Shabby
what is your nickname(s)?:	Shabby
what month were you born in?:	August
what is your astrological sign?:	Leo
what is your crush’s name?:	(Sorry, I won’t mention it.)
Secrets
are you dangerously in love with him?:	Not _that_ dangerously in love.
would you do anything for him?:	Hmm… I think so…
have you ever had a deep conversation about him with someone you trust?:	Yep
have you ever spoken to him for more than 5 minutes?:	Yep
have you ever dreamed about him?:	Nope ^^v It’s odd, actually.
have you ever done anything crazy for him?:	None that I remember of.
have you ever felt the way you feel about him about someone else?:	Yup
have you ever hung out with him?:	Yeah
have you ever heard a rumor about him?:	Nope
have you ever written your names in hearts on paper?:	That’s too corny for me to do.
have you ever told someone in your family how you feel about him?:	Yup
have you ever written him a letter or gave him a card of some sort?:	Nope
have you ever found out something about him that made you fall deeper?:	Yeah
have you ever wished he was your next-door neighbor?:	Not really
have you ever dressed up for him?:	I think I haven’t. I suck at that anyway.
have you ever wished on a star for him?:	rofl Yeah…!
have you ever prayed for him?:	Yes
have you ever thought about where he was and what he was doing?:	Most of the time
Secret Fantasies
have you ever become aroused from looking at him?:	Egad! No…!
have you ever dreamt about you and him having sex?:	I had a dream like that, but I never found out who the guy was in my dream.
do you masterbate by thinking of him or looking at his picture?:	No
do you stay up all night and fantasize about him?:	No
would you ever have sex with him?:	If given a chance… Maybe.
would you ever give him a lapdance?:	Yeah But I wouldn’t do it out of whim.
would you ever have a threesome, with him and someone else?:	Threesome is a no-no for me.
would you ever film yourself with him on camera?:	Nothing porn-like. >P
has the thought of being raped by him ever crossed your mind?:	Yeah, it crossed my mind.
would you like for him to rape you?:	I might be the one who’ll rape him. >_>
would you feel comfortable in bed with him?:	Yeah
have you ever watched porn and pretended you and him were the stars?:	roflmao NO!
have you ever used a dildo and pretended it was him?:	No
have you ever talked sexually about him to your closest friends?:	Nope
would you ever tell him your fantasies?:	If we’re in a relationship and we’re _that_ comfortable with each other… I guess I’ll tell him.
do you want to have sex with him badly?:	No
would you give him pleasure whenever he needed it?:	Yeah
if he asked you for a blowjob, would you do it?:	Maybe not.
do you think you’d be ready for sexual relations with him?:	I do not only want a “sexual relationship.”
do you write poems or stories about your fantasies?:	No
if he was bisexual, would you still feel this way about him?:	Yeah, I don’t see anything wrong with being bi.
are you a virgin?:	That’s for you to find out. >D
Strange Coincidences
has a song ever came on and reminded you of him alot?:	Yup
do you think you are going paranoid, like people watch you closely now?:	Not really
have you ever bumped into him, looked at him and then just walked away?:	Yeah
are you more emotional now?:	A little
do you think about him for what seems like every second of the day?:	No
have you double taked on anything because it reminded you of him?:	No
have you ever saw someone you thought was him?:	No
does he know you love him like this, fantasies and all?:	No
has anything strange been happening to you?:	Recently, yes.
do you smile alot more?:	I always try to smile a lot because people think negatively of me when I’m in “serious mode.”
are you happy with the love you found?:	Excuse me? T_T
do you love him so much, your friends think you’re crazy?:	Err, no.
do you think you’re crazy?:	Yes
is he too old for you, too young or just right?:	Just right because it doesn’t matter if he’s too old or too young.
do you stare out your window and just think about him?:	I did that a # of times.
has anyone ever questioned your love for him in a bad way?:	Nope
has anyone ever said that you could do better?:	Nope
Final Fantasies
when having sex, would you more likely be on top or the bottom?:	Uke (bottom)! >D
would have sex on the kitchen counter?:	I wanna try it.
the couch?:	Did it
the floor?:	Did it.
the shower?:	ho-hum
the bed?:	Rather common
on a hammock?:	I wanna try this!
in the tub?:	This one too!
in public?:	Nope.
on camera?:	>_
in front of close friends?:	NO! My goodness…
in a McDonalds bathroom?:	Nope
on a live cam for web viewers?:	Nope
would you ever have anal sex?:	…
does size matter to you?:	Well…
do you prefer tall, average or short guys?:	As long as he’s taller than me, but not only a mere few inches.
should he have a certain hair color?:	Nope
would you have sex on the first date if he asked you?:	It depends
would you have sex in his car?:	It’s okay. The smaller the space, the better. I prefer someplace comfortable though, so we could do more.
would you runaway just to be with him?:	Nope
would you announce it over a loudspeaker that you love him?:	Yeah
would you do a crazy stunt to prove your love for him?:	I guess
do you make it obvious you love him to certain people?:	Yup
do you think about having sex with him non-stop?:	rofl I haven’t thought of that yet.
would you travel the world to find him if he left?:	Prolly
when he talks, do you get chills?:	Nope
are you a nervous wreck around him?:	Nope
does the way he makes you feel make you laugh and smile alot?:	Yup!
if he ever looks at you, do you turn away quickly?:	Sometimes
if you were dared to tell him how you feel, would you?:	Yup
do you find yourself staring at him, without him ever knowing?:	Nope
would you compete for his heart?:	I guess not.
would you introduce yourself to his parents?:	I want him to introduce me to his parents. (He’s just my friggin’ crush, right? Why the hell did it come to this!?)
could he put his trust in you?:	Yeah
could you put your trust in him?:	Yup
what song makes you think of him, if any?:	Ack, I forgot what song that was. T_T;;;
if he came up to you and said he loved you, what would you do?:	I’ll be uber speechless and ask him why, how, when.
describe him in at least 5 words:	funny, simple, extraordinary, hard to understand, musically-inclined, weird (At least 5, ne?)