May 21, 2004

Daily: Cover your eyes! (3 Comments)

This is for Oliver to make up for not turning on my webcam whenever we chat. ^^v

New earrings I bought last weekend. Thanks to foxyreign for showing his.

It’s a yellow-green star.

Lastly, for Carlo! Bwahhahahahahaha~ J/k! J/k!

Just my random pic:

The first 2 pics were taken a few days ago. The last pic was one of those pj pics I only forgot to post. ^^v If you right-click and save-as I’ll kick your fudgin’ face!

May 21, 2004

Surveys: whacks PC (Comments Off)

I know this won’t make up for the days I haven’t blogged. I had some computer problems and the way I had to fix it was to reformat. *sighs* I lost some of my important files. >P

The Seven Deadly Sins
(Snitched from Maki.)

-WRATH-
1. Who did you last get angry with? As far as I remember… Carlo. ^^v
2. What is your weapon of choice? guns, a chainsaw
3. Would you hit a member of the opposite sex? Hell yeah
4. How about the same sex? That would be no matter to me.
5. Who was the last person that got really angry at you? Maybe Burigs. I dunno.
6. What is your pet peeve? If he/she knows I’m mad yet will annoy me more.
7. Do you keep grudges, or can you let them go easily? I keep ‘em sometimes.

-SLOTH-
1. What is one thing you’re supposed to do daily that you haven’t done? Sort out all the trash in my room.
2. What is the latest you’ve ever woken up? Around late afternoon.
3. Name a person you’ve been meaning to contact, but haven’t. Baby
4. What is the last lame excuse you’ve made? When Carlo and Jozen broke our plastic stool and my mom asked me what happened. I couldn’t tell her the truth, so I told her Maru and the others were playing like crazy. T_T
5. Have you ever watched an infomercial all the way through? No
6. When was the last time you got a good workout in? Hmm….
7. How many times did you hit the snooze button on your alarm clock? Max is 2.

-GLUTTONY-
1. What is your overpriced yuppie beverage of choice? Auntie Anne’s lemonade, beer
2. White meat or dark meat? white
3. What is the greatest amount of alcohol you’ve had in one sitting/outing/evening? 6-8 Bottles of gin I drank with Eloisa & Maffe’s boyfriend.
4. Have you ever used a professional diet company? No
5. Do you have an issue with your weight? I’m a PIG.

6. Do you prefer sweets, salty foods, or spicy foods? I’m sick of sweets. Spicy foods are the best.

7. Have you ever taken food “to go” from a buffet? No

-LUST-
1. How many people have you seen naked (not counting movies)? 4
2. How many people have seen YOU naked(not counting physicians/family)? 5
3. Have you ever caught yourself staring at the chest/crotch of a member of your gender of choice during a normal conversation? Chest, yeah. And whenever I do, I just have the urge to rape him. *rofl* As for crotch, no.
4. Have you wanted someone who was taken? Yeah
5. What is your favorite body part on a person of your gender of choice? chest, triceps, back, hands, hair
6. Have you even been propositioned by a prostitute? Somebody thought I was a prostitue. >_>
7. Have you ever had a one night stand? Nope

-GREED-
1. How many credit cards do you own? 1
2. What’s your guility pleasure? books
3. If you had $1 million, what would you do with it? Treat my friends out, donate to charity, support my family
4. Would you rather be rich or famous? famous
5. Would you accept a boring job if it meant you would make megabucks? I guess so
6. Have you ever stolen anything? Yeah
7. How many mp3 are on your hard drive? 300+ only. They’re all burned.

-PRIDE-
1. What one thing have you done that your parents are most proud of? Performing with my band.
2. What thing would you like to accomplish in your life? graduate and practice my field
3. Do you get annoyed by coming in second place? No
4. Have you ever entered a contest of skill, knowing you were of much higher skill than all the other competitors? Nope

5. Have you cheated on something to get a higher score? Yeah, a lot of times.
6. What did you do today that you’re proud of? today? Get a gig through Luv.

-ENVY-
1. What item of your friend’s would you most want to have for your own? I can’t think of any.

2. If you could be anyone else in the world, who would you be? I’m satisfied being just me.

3. Have you ever been cheated on? Sadly, I believe so.
4. Have you ever cheated on someone? Yeah
5. Have you ever wished you had a physical feature different from your own? Hmm… Nope.
6. What trait do you see in others that you wish you had for yourself? *shrugs* I haven’t thought about it.
7. What is you favorite deadly sin? LUST

May 13, 2004

Daily: Unappreciated (2 Comments)

Sorry for this third post. ^^vvv I read Nikki’s post regarding feeling unappreciated and unwanted. Read hers then my reply:

I’m having the same feeling now. If you’ve read my recent post, I mentioned something about getting almost kidnapped. I didn’t tell my parents because they’ll harass me with questions, but I did tell my bandmates because they’re near as being my close friends. Only one got mad and the others just laughed it off. I’m happy to be safe, but the reaction of these “others” doesn’t make me _fully_ happy. It’s as if they wouldn’t even care if I was gone. It makes me think I should have let myself be kidnapped.

Another thing is, I always try to make people happy — trying to give them what they want in spite of my personal troubles… I’ll prioritize them over myself. Yet when I want their time, they wouldn’t give some even for a while. And I would feel that the times and the troubles I would go for them is just wasted. That’s why I’ve become semi-cold to people. I’ve become choosy because I hardly trust anyone. Because I realized that whenever I trust someone, they take advantage of it til they would leave me and I would feel like no one really cares for me. It’s the same feeling as being unwanted, right? I see myself a shallow person too. I become uber happy with little things. Things that make me feel appreciated… Just like what you’re experiencing now.

They say that crying is the best way to vent out your anger and sadness, but I don’t know how. I would cry over drama shows, but the actual drama in my life? I wonder when that would be.

It sucks when you get time alone. All these things flood your mind and you start to go crazy. *sighs*

I typed that out fast, so it might be hard to understand my point. >P

May 13, 2004

Daily: Bored last night (1 Comment)

I was bored. I took pics of myself even though I was already in my pj’s. You won’t even notice it anyway.

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May 13, 2004

Daily: I think I’m happy (Comments Off)

LiveWed.com’s a good website to waste time on. I married Taya.

I wanted to marry another guy, but I changed my mind.

I’m supposed to be sad and angry because, first, one decides to piss me off for the heck of it. I wouldn’t be pissed if he didn’t call me names. I’ll beat him to a pulp if I see him.

Second, last May 11, I almost got kidnapped by some old man. It saddens me that no one seemed to care. I didn’t mention this right away here because remembering it scares me. Even til now. There was one who cared though. Hehe~ I luvvv you.

Hmm… The day I bought my webcam was the day of the elections. I failed to mention that. ^^;; I’m sure most of the peeps I voted for are going to lose. Heh~ It’s not because they’re not good. Most people ought for those real famous without even thinking if they can actually do their appeals. Isn’t this abusing fame? Oh well, it’s all because of Erap.

I hate politics. It’s a wonder why I wanna become a lawyer.

Third, I saw my ex-boyfriend — the first — unexpectedly. It was after I voted. As soon as I got in the car, I saw him. I didn’t recognize him at first because he looked awfully cute and he reminded me of SA Martinez (311).

They have the same get-up. Anyhoo, I only recognized him when he looked at me and he smiled. I almost broke down because he hurt me. Just when you have forgotten these sort of people they show up, ne?

The reason why I’m happy — WE HAVE ANOTHER GIG. Yay!

We have gigs on 18, 20, 21, 28. (God help me manage the band and my studies.) All thanks to Luv! She called last night and reminded me of the gig on the 28th. Then she asked if we could also play on the 21st. I thought, “Wow, we have a gig on the 18th and 20th… And now another on the 21st!?”

I accepted it right away without even asking my bandmates. *sweatdrop* My bad, but I’m sure they’ll be happy to hear about it. If not, I’ll go with the other band. I’ll be their vocalist though. I’ll just call Melvin (the drummer with a to-die-for voice *lol*).

Yay-ness.

Oh dear, did I just mention Melvin’s name?

Ack, did it again!

Ooh…! Another reason I’m happy is because of aqrn785. I ♥♥♥ the hair and the glasses! *faints again*

May 10, 2004

Anime & Manga, Daily, Plugs: New webcam & FFAF (3 Comments)

I bought a new webcam today.

I opted for a cheap one because I won’t be using it much… I think.

I’m already encoding all these php and html, so I could set it up here and then join portals. (And I even mentioned I’m afraid of cameras. *rofl*)

Only Nikki’s interested for the FFAF???

Nobody ♥s me.

Plugs: Lauren’s Gmail testimonial, Hauro no Ugoku Shiro (Howl’s Moving Castle), Aislinn

May 9, 2004

Daily, Music, Plugs: How star (1 Comment)

Feeling: happy, but hot and sweaty

Listening to: Elan Atias (feat. Gwen Stefani) - Slave to Love

I will add a new category in this blog — SURVEYS. >P Help me stop going to bzoink everyday. *looks at aqrn785*

Had band practice yesterday.

I was supposed to be home early, but Jay decides to go topless in class that I couldn’t leave the room. *rofl* J/k! It’s true he removed his shirt while we working on a seatwork. His body though doesn’t even compare to Mark McGrath’s nor Nick Hexum, so… You know what I mean. I just hope he didn’t catch a cold. While at school, I received a message about a gig on May 20. We only need to play 3 songs and bring 5 guests. It would still be a shame to miss, so I grabbed the opportunity.

Thanks to a certain someone for informing me about the gig… Hehe~ You know who you are!

“Local” net friends should watch — Arc, aqrn785, spoz, wami, Fybs… I want you to cheer for me!

aqrn785: Watch us, so I could see you and that awesome HAIR of yours!

I want a pic with you ala-Lenny Kravitz! *faints* Astig!

I arrived home 2:30 PM. I dyed my mom’s hair then studied I Know by Save Ferris. Then my dad told me Burigs visited between 11-11:30 AM. She thought I was home, but she left quickly with Jozen because she’s grounded. Jozen, who I unexpected to get here early, also left because of his grandma. Something about relatives thing I didn’t understand (more of, didn’t want to). Carlo arrived an hour or less after me and so did Roland after Carlo. Because Sarah was absent (seemed like she and Jozen went out on a date *lol*), we’re stuck to practice the 311 songs. My dad played with us and I’m glad he did. I wanted to hug him because he did the solo of Beautiful Disaster with me.

I always wanted to play guitar solos with someone. Hehe~ Anyway, the practice was somehow good even though it was hot and tiresome because of the weather. It was so hot in the morning then it rains in the late afternoon. Not to mention, around 3 AM, it rained awfully hard. >_liking forever whoever sings it, right? ^^VVV This is void if he isn’t aware.

J/k! I’m not taking back what I said.

Today’s another tiring day, since I slept at 4 AM and woke up by 6:30 for the early mass with my family. We ate breakfast at McDonald’s (still the usual), had the usual trade and kwentuhan with spoz in Glorietta, waited for my mom to finish the groceries, and accompanied my brother to buy a webcam. We also went to Powerplant. I bought a new book — Michael Faber’s The Crimson Petal and the White. It’s an expensive book (Php780/$15.00), but seems worth it. *gah* My wallet’s now EMPTY! (I also bought a new pair of earrings.)

The old man called!!! Why am I always targetted by really, really, really old men!? I’m no Lolita! *dies* Will somebody please explain to me why!? >_P

Plugs: Alvin, aqrn785, Lez, Cristina, Joryu

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