January 29, 2004
Daily, Quizzes: *blinks* (3 Comments)
Listening to: Maaya Sakamoto - 03
It’s my first time posting around this time. It’s usually around 2-3 AM. 
You should wonder why I took this meme test when I’m not a Harry Potter fan.
Who’s Luna Lovegood and Ginny Weasley? Yesterday we went to Discovery Spa to have a massage and I didn’t expect it to be a whole body massage.
I brought my school stuff in case we run out of time and I could head to school directly. Iwas even studying while my parents were in the sauna. (I had an exam in Circuits. My notes would prolly burn in the sauna if I brought it there. Haha~ J/k!) Around 11:15, I was asked to shower to prepare for the body treatment. o_o We had private rooms. I was nervous the first time ‘coz it felt like some S&M was going to happen. Bwahahahahhaha~ Me and my perverted brain. I was asked to choose oils and I chose lavender. It smelled nice that time. 
The massage was uber good I could sleep in there forever. The massage took an hour — past lunch time — but I didn’t get hungry. I was hungry for more massage though. We were given tea after. I might go back there if I get some money. The whole-body massage costs Php 1500/head if I remember right. It’s cheap when converted to US dough, but here it’s not. Life’s hard in this freakin’ country. 
Thanks, thanks, BIG THANKS to Cristina for this. 
*huggles* I don’t remember the last time I got a fansign. Haha~ It’s been that long. Thanks again, Cristina. ^____________^ I have to make a blinkie for her. Something pink like the one I made for Toki, I guess. I’m just basing on people’s layouts. Don’t you always use pink? Or is it just me? *sweatdrop* I gotta make something black for Toki. She’s always having black layouts recently. Oh, I failed my exam & homework in Advanced Math. Gawd, you’ll fall of your chair if I tell you my score. Regarding the exam in Circuits, it was easy if I just studied well. I’m not sure with my answers because I don’t know if I got the formulas right. I don’t wanna bother checking my notes ‘coz if they’re wrong then… then… I’m going to pull my hair. 
I got lost in one of the problems because I frigging forgot the formula. I thought of deriving my own formula though, but I wonder if that was right. Haha~ I guess not. Toki!!! O___O I can’t post in your comments.
January 28, 2004
Daily, K. Wasabi, Music, Plugs, Site Related: G&L Bible (3 Comments)
Closer
by NIN
(translated lyrics)
you let me violate you, you let me desecrate you
you let me penetrate you, you let me complicate you
help me I broke apart my insides, help me I’ve got no soul to sell
help me the only thing that works for me, help me get away from myself
I want to fuck you like an animal
I want to feel you from the inside
I want to fuck you like an animal
my whole existence is flawed
you get me closer to god
you can have my isolation, you can have the hate that it brings
you can have my absence of faith, you can have my everything
help me tear down my reason, help me its’ your sex I can smell
help me you make me perfect, help me become somebody else
I want to fuck you like an animal
I want to feel you from the inside
I want to fuck you like an animal
my whole existence is flawed
you get me closer to god
through every forest, above the trees
within my stomach, scraped off my knees
I drink the honey inside your hive
you are the reason I stay alive
you let me violate you, you let me desecrate you
you let me penetrate you, you let me complicate you
help me I broke apart my insides, help me I’ve got no soul to sell
help me the only thing that works for me, help me get away from myself
I want to fuck you like an animal
I want to feel you from the inside
I want to fuck you like an animal
my whole existence is flawed
you get me closer to god
you can have my isolation, you can have the hate that it brings
you can have my absence of faith, you can have my everything
help me tear down my reason, help me its’ your sex I can smell
help me you make me perfect, help me become somebody else
I want to fuck you like an animal
I want to feel you from the inside
I want to fuck you like an animal
my whole existence is flawed
you get me closer to god
through every forest, above the trees
within my stomach, scraped off my knees
I drink the honey inside your hive
you are the reason I stay alive
by NIN
(translated lyrics)
you let me violate you, you let me desecrate you
you let me penetrate you, you let me complicate you
help me I broke apart my insides, help me I’ve got no soul to sell
help me the only thing that works for me, help me get away from myself
I want to fuck you like an animal
I want to feel you from the inside
I want to fuck you like an animal
my whole existence is flawed
you get me closer to god
you can have my isolation, you can have the hate that it brings
you can have my absence of faith, you can have my everything
help me tear down my reason, help me its’ your sex I can smell
help me you make me perfect, help me become somebody else
I want to fuck you like an animal
I want to feel you from the inside
I want to fuck you like an animal
my whole existence is flawed
you get me closer to god
through every forest, above the trees
within my stomach, scraped off my knees
I drink the honey inside your hive
you are the reason I stay alive
you let me violate you, you let me desecrate you
you let me penetrate you, you let me complicate you
help me I broke apart my insides, help me I’ve got no soul to sell
help me the only thing that works for me, help me get away from myself
I want to fuck you like an animal
I want to feel you from the inside
I want to fuck you like an animal
my whole existence is flawed
you get me closer to god
you can have my isolation, you can have the hate that it brings
you can have my absence of faith, you can have my everything
help me tear down my reason, help me its’ your sex I can smell
help me you make me perfect, help me become somebody else
I want to fuck you like an animal
I want to feel you from the inside
I want to fuck you like an animal
my whole existence is flawed
you get me closer to god
through every forest, above the trees
within my stomach, scraped off my knees
I drink the honey inside your hive
you are the reason I stay alive
I gotta use this song for my wedding march or just a theme song for a movie about me.
I’m back to being weird. Thanks, Cristina, for the uber cool fansign.
That was a fansign, right? Hehe~ I should get my lazy ass to show that off. Get a comment thingy already! >__< I wanna comment in your bloggie! Put more pics in your photo album. I shall have mine up too. Thanks also to spoz for the praise about my site. *grins* Burigs — If you can sing for the Feb. 28th gig that would be nice. “Part-time” band members are tougher to handle. Your call.
I’ve already informed my friends about the gig.
I’m getting excited. AC totally disappointed me, but we’ll definitely make a comeback in this one. Wait… Didn’t I say that during our Dec. gig? It wasn’t even a damn comeback. 
Hrmm, maybe I shouldn’t get too excited? Haha~ I was looking at Gothic & Lolita Bible Vol. 8 earlier and I’m in ♥ again. ♥ the boots/shoes. ♥ the dresses. ♥ the accessories. I’m starting to get excited for a cosplay. The only problem is the money and time for the dresses. Such hassle and it’s not like you can wear it anytime. 
Fanlistings section is up. I just need to add the links. I have no idea how to “import” old db’s, so I’ll be doing this the hard way — adding links one by one… AGAIN. I also want to get out of FateBack. They’re starting to put annoying banners on top of the pages. I’d rather take pop-ups. Why? Because it doesn’t block the layouts I worked hard on & you can always download a pop-up blocker.
T35 is my next choice. January 27, 2004
Daily: Up til 5 AM (5 Comments)
I’m going to get all sleepy when circuit lab starts because I slept in late.
The professor made us do an extremely long report — rewriting almost every information of expt. #1 in eng’g. lettering. 
Thins have been boring lately except that I still have a lot of things to do. Hehe~ Net-wise & school-wise. It would still be exciting if it weren’t for A. I wonder if you guys got to read about him before my previous host closed my account. Anyway, we don’t talk anymore. I realized how simple-minded & all-talk he is like the others. *bleh*Our gig last Friday at Assumption College didn’t push through because of delays the organizer said. She wanted the bands there early as possible, but I told her me and the keyboardist would be late due to class. She said it’s okay, but the rest should be there before us. We settled that and I discussed it with my bandmates, BUT Carlo was a big ass and didn’t follow that! The driver who was to pick me up after dropping Carlo & the rest in AC went with him to my school.
I was nearly shouting while I was talking to him on the cellphone. There weren’t much people around me that time, so I didn’t care anymore. That time, I still didn’t knew that the gig was cancelled. After a few harsh words at Carlo, I received that shocking news. It didn’t matter much because if we pushed through, I would have to do the singing but it was a waste of all the effort we did last week. I also didn’t study for my Advanced Math exam just to practice. X/ We got another gig this month and all local friends should go and watch us! It will be our first ONE-HOUR PERFORMANCE! Yeah! *gah* I gotta get ready for school. I still have to buy those title page sheets for this lab report. Eternal Wish is about 80% up. I still have to take screenshots of the Winamp skins again then I’ll start some major updating for that. My trading site will be up next.
January 25, 2004
Daily: Yay! (9 Comments)
Finally managed to get, at least, my journal up.
I was getting impatient with the new host, but things are ok now. I can’t wait to get the rest up. I’m sorry for the downtime and the problems I’ve caused my very precious visitors & most importantly my hostees. MEL, contact me when you get back online. I doubt you’ll see this message. >_> Hi Tita Pricilla!
Eternal Wish will be uploaded next. Formal blogging will start when I feel like it.
J/k! I’d like to rant now, but I have to start doing my lab report and burn cd’s for trades. I’m being slow on trading recently due to band activities and slow burner. o_o How is the new layout, btw? I know someone who will like it. ||
