February 28, 2003

Daily: JTL - Bow Wow (remix from 1.5 jib) (Comments Off)

I hope you guys don’t mind if I rant out tonight. This has been stuck in my head for days and I can’t keep it to myself any longer. The person involved just doesn’t understand me at all. I talked to her earlier and we just ended up going nowhere. This is about my bestfriend/friend/so-called bestfriend. The past few weeks, we haven’t been keeping in touch. I usually check her blog, but she hasn’t even posted. It kinda makes me feel that all the trouble I’ve been through doing that blog of hers was a waste. No wonder it doesn’t give me the urge to update those links in her menu.

When I talked to her about some problem regarding John, she was like, “What? Who cares?” Whenever there are things I wanted to do or asked for advice, she didn’t seem interested to hear about it and as if she was just _forced_ to encourage me. What a way to encourage a person with a blank look. I would have believed her if she was smiling, but she wasn’t. Yep, a blank look. So I always say okay in the end. I barely have the strength to argue with her about it. I also felt it was senseless to talk about it. I also try to make it possible to catch up on things. I ask her about her crush and she’s all bitchy about it. Then she said earlier I don’t even listen to her when she tries to talk about it. I don’t understand her crap. I text her and ask what she’s doing, she replies and asks why then when I answer her, her reply would be, “Okay.” I guess she doesn’t want to make a conversation at all. I visit her at school to give her the cd’s she wanted. I wanted to talk to her more, but she starts saying she’s got a lot of things to do or it’s late and we have to get home, stuff like that. Like yesterday, I’ve been giving her copies of Forbidden Love. She seemed to be excited only for that. I treated her to some food and didn’t even say thanks (as if it’s such a big deal, but saying thanks means a lot). I ended up saying thank you to her for accompanying me to eat. It became the other way around. Sheesh~

I guess my ability to keep this friendship sucks. Actually, I can’t say I have friends except for my ol’ hs friends, some friends at maii current school and even Fybs. They are there to listen. The others are just like mere companions. When I got to college, I’ve been more of a loner. That’s why I always rant out here in my blog ‘coz there’s nobody else to talk to. Eloi is great ‘coz I get to share lots of laughter with her, even Korky, Pebbles, etc. Why can’t she be just like that? Oh yeah, when I went to her school yesterday, she tried showing me this paper with some stuff written on it. I dunno who wrote it, but I wasn’t really in the mood and she didn’t even seem to notice. Like DUH! A person who’s been silent for a long time doesn’t even get to you?! It doesn’t affect you? I would have asked why he/she is quiet, but she doesn’t. (And she says she cares. >_yellow again.

February 28, 2003

Daily: See Saw - Anna ni Issho Datta Noni (Comments Off)

Has.it is working again! I guess I’ll be using that addy again for Marmalade Boy S and my other sites.

I don’t remember mentioning this to you, but I’ve finally given up on the HYD skin I was working on. It’s not that crappy, but it looked lame to me.

So I just deleted it. I’ll prolly start a new one again when inspiration kicks me. I’m thinking of doing a Takky skin tho.

February 27, 2003

Daily: Toya - Run Away (Comments Off)

Waii!! I’m part of GAYO-SOO-SHIN! ^__________^ Coolies. That means I have to update my linkies at the left and add the group blog.

Thanks to spoz for giving me an idea, I finally found a good screenshot capturer (or whatever you call those). It’s really neat and easy to use. Now I have more things to blog about. I just watched til ep. 26 of FMoS last night and it’s really, really kawaii. *itches to make a fansite* Nah, can’t do that yet since I’m pretty much loaded with things to do. >_

February 26, 2003

Daily, Music, Site Related, Surveys: (none at the moment) (Comments Off)

This was taken from http://cherrystars.livejournal.com/friends.

M | Most valuable thing you own: I haven’t thought of that yet.
N | Name: Shabby
O | Outfit now: red hanging-blouse, pipes, tigger socks
P | Pizza topping: cheese and something hot and spicy
Q | Question I want to ask: Am I really answering this correctly???
R | Roots: pure Filipino
S | Sport to watch: I like to watch…soccer or taekwondo
T | TV show: I hardly watch anything on tv.
U | Unique habits: twirling the ends of my hair, raising my left brow, giving my friends or people i converse w/ a blank look @__@
V | View from windowsill: an old apartment, a videoke bar, a bungalo house, a street with passing jeepneys
W | Weather I love: rainy, cool weather
Y | Yesterday’s best meal: Did I eat yesterday?? O___o
Z | Zodiac sign: Leo

*rofl* What the heck is this?! I’m getting a bit tired from updating sites.

Anyway, Smashing Blue was just updated. I also have to add the links to Gackt’s song uploaded by Mica. i forgot the title. I’ll be uploading…uhmm…prolly Kiseki.

Takky-kun’s voice really rocks!

I just saw this morning Shinhwa’s Wedding video. My, my…aren’t they hot in it.

Btw, any of you know how to make screenshots from video files? Aside from mpegs ‘coz I just have to use Xing MPEG for that. Help, onegai??

February 26, 2003

Anime & Manga, Daily, Site Related: (none at the moment) (Comments Off)

I should be preparing myself for school. As usual, I’m bein’ one lazy gurl again.

Yesterday, I watched til ep. 42 of Shaman King (the last copy I have) and til ep. 20 of Full Moon o Sagashite. Shaman King rocks!!!

It’s really funny. FMoS is kawaii!! I think Takuto and Mitsuki-chan are good for each other.

I wonder if that would be possible, but that would bring problems to the story. It might end up like a soap-opera or something. Hahahhaha!

Ara, I forgot to send a message to Koyasu. He’s on his way back to NY now.

Oh well, I’ll just try to reach him online. I also have to do a layout for him. *bleh* It’s hard when you’re really uninspired. Marmalade Boy S is already updated, btw. Please update your links to http://27.sinfree.net/MarmaladeBoy ‘coz there _is_ a problem with the redirect host.

February 25, 2003

Daily, Plugs: (unknown artist) - This Much (1 Comment)

I downloaded this song somewhere in the net. I think it was labeled as one of BoA’s songs, but this was the song. It’s sung by guys and I ain’t sure if this is really the title. It’s in the id3 tag, so… ^^;;

I’m not that pissed off anymore. >___Maki. I won’t steal him from you. ^___~

I’m still uploading the scans for Marmalade Boy S. I don’t know if there’s something wrong with my server or the redirection is being fucked up. I can’t get to update my other sites til I’m thru with this one. Smashing Blue will be updated in a bit. All the files are up, I just have to upload the archive page. I’m having some troubles with that site. Majority of the visitors there really don’t read. All they care about is be able to download the songs. Would you believe, they request what is already in the archive?? Geez, people!

Here’s a Daily link. I’m cleaning up my bookmarks.

There are so many and I’m sure most of them are pretty much dead links. So, I’m off. I’m going to see what else in my pc needs cleaning up. Heheheh~ Ja!

February 24, 2003

Daily: (none at the moment) (Comments Off)

Happiness! It’s a holiday tomorrow, so I’ve got another break. ^___^ Oh yeah, we’ll have a band practice.

I wonder if I could keep myself awake by then. I really lack sleep. Ugh~ My eyes and head hurt. Then I’m also pissed at Burigs because she won’t be able to attend practice. Tomorrow’s even the only day I’m free. It’s really pissing me off.

…

Now my brother won’t be able to practice! DAMN YOU ALL! Now that we’ve got a day to practice and these people FUCKING PISS ME OFF. Trying to tick me off is not a good idea, you know.

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