November 29, 2001
Daily: *yawn* (Comments Off)
such a boring afternoon. -_-;;; dammit.
i forgot to share with you guys that i accompanied chunsa to her school last monday.
mwahahahah!! yeah~ i woke up early and stuffu just to be with her. it’s also like to make up for the not-so-good things i did. mi ahn hae, chunsa… we met at some bus stop near maii place. aigoo, i was feeling fresh that morning and when i got there i feel like some dirty big girl. that’s how polluted it is here in the city. i didn’t get to stay long with her. when she got there, outsiders weren’t allowed so i decided to hang out @ starbucks….have a cup of cafe mocha.
one of maii faves there. i sat there for 2 hours the least and left. i couldn’t wait any longer. i feel shy…all the customers have companions and i’m the loneliest girl there. *sniffles* i was soO bored! i contacted jhan and irene, wondering if they could accompany me. irene was already at her school and jhan was…well…she had classes by 9:20…so… *sweatdrop* she would have to hurry to school if i begged her to come. ^_^vv we saw yellow and checkered again the other day (tuesday)!
bwahahahahah!! checkered’s really cute! maffe and i followed ‘em and we found out where their room is at by 10am every tuesday. coolies!! ooh~ i finally opened a new site! the url is http://strawberry.yoll.net/. some of the links are still broken tho. everything will be up soon.
i might be going to the u.s. this christmas break. *kinda excited* waii! i wanna see lez and maki. *LoL* sigh~ but i’ll be missing chunsa and maii friends here. but i’ll be away for at least two weeks. after the break we’ll be having our prelims, so i really need to go home. does anyone know where i could buy anime stuffs? i might be staying for week at chicago and i’m not sure where we’ll be staying the other week. but i’ll surely buy some korean stuffu. 
*bleh* we dun have much of those here. just restaurants, clothes, statio’s, and other usual things. no cd’s and gasoo stuffu. X/ if i get some money, i’ll buy chunsa the koyotae jib. i hafta ask her which one tho. ^.^;;; this is too sudden so i don’t have money, but maii dad will be giving us some. cool! heheh! i’ll find out this coming dec. 3 if we’ll go or not.
geez, i think i burned maii tongue.
chunsa! i’ll see you tomorrow!
November 26, 2001
Daily: opening a new site (Comments Off)
hooray for moi! i’ll be opening a new site named sweets and sorrows. maii huge collection of quotes, some fics, and other readings/writings will be posted there. aigooz~ when i say huge collection, i mean HUGE! thanX to maii friends! it’s been a while _again_ since i posted. i haven’t been busy. i’m just lazy to post and too engrossed in making maii new peeji.
we had a band meeting last friday which didn’t go too well. korky didn’t show up again due to some reasons. i wouldn’t say if i believe her or not, but the rest of the band doesn’t including cedrick. she seems not to be serious with the band anymore. she doesn’t seem to care about our feelings…the feeling of being stood up and looking stupid — excited with band gigs and she’s seems to be happy she gets to spend time with her boyfriend. boyfriend, boyfriend…what’s up with boyfriends anywayz?! they only take most of your time.
no offense to the rest. i guess, there are just some people who are like that. i wish she would quickly change. the others wanna get a new bassist. i don’t want korky to be replaced. she’s already good with the bass and now that maii dad even bought a bass guitar. dammit~ such bad timing. what do you think, guyz? she’s always late…doesn’t show up more than our drummer does. to think he just joined in the band months ago…he’s got a good record with attendance. same what maii dad does, i have to teach her some bass. what should we do with her? the only thing i dislike about her is breaking promises. i hate talking negative things about maii friends, but it can’t be helped. i’m used to that attitude of hers. but the band also has to decide.
aiish, did i make a point there?? O.o
it was also exciting that day (friday). dammit, maffe and i saw checkered and yellow. sullung codenames!
checkered looks soO handsome. the only thing he has which is not part of maii _guy-requirements_ is his complexion. err, kang ta’s said to be dark-skinned, ne? doesn’t look like it…so…uhhh…kang ta dark-skinned or not, checkered’s darker. *sweatdrop* oh yeah, he doesn’t have the sekshii slight-chinky eyes that i usually like. 
we were hanging out in the waiting area when i saw yellow first. he was wearing a striped shirt. our (maffe, nina — my classmate in trigo who decided to join us that time only, and i) convo went this way:
shabz: HEY! there’s yello! *nearly pointing the guy*
maffe: huh???
where?!nina: *silent and watches the two*
shabz: WAIII!!! *_*
maffe: *smiles wildly*
shabz: *eyes following yello til she recognizes one of his companions* DAMMIT! CHECKERED’S THERE TOO!!!
maffe: *whispers dreamily* yeah…
the two boiz stands-by in front of them…really infront of them
shabz: *explains to nina about the two boiz*
nina: cute! *points the boiz*
shabz: who?
nina: both of them!
that happened within 10 minutes and they left…just right in time for our next class. we left nina ‘coz it was already her dismissal. we were a bit disappointed because they were gone already. to our surprise, they’re walking in front of us. mwahahahahaha!! wicked!
another exciting thing happened is that while we were all walking, they hanged out right beside our friends! we went there, too, with a big smile on our faces. *bah* one of checkered’s friends was shouting his name, but jepoy was being an @$$ bugging me all around. i didn’t hear it. -_-;;; happiness and glee, people!
then after our last subject, we saw ‘em again! woo-hoo! lucky!! *smiles again* waaa! this has gone longer than i thought. better stop here before you guys fall asleep! that is, if you got to this part. ^^vvv baibaii!
sarang hae, chunsa!
November 20, 2001
Daily: FUCK OFF, CARL! (Comments Off)
aigoo, i’m mad again…not really mad…just a bit. i’m more of, uhh, sad.
i hate carl ever since. as the days go by, you would start to see your friend’s true colors. i don’t blame myself for giving the guy a chance to be to me even it was already several times. but yesterday, he went over his limits. we were talking on the phone yesterday and our convo went like this (translated in english):
Carl: *in a mocking tone* do you even go to church on xmas eve?!
Shabby: *raises brow* yes, why? we go to san beda’s.
Carl: is it really for mass or for something else? *laughs*
Shabby *thinks, ‘wtf?!’* for mass, for goodness sakes!
Carl: oh really, huh? *snickers*
Shabby:
Shabby: we go there ‘coz maii dad graduated there and he knows some of the priests and they have a nice massCarl: oh~~~
Shabby: besides, it will be maii future school!
Carl: FUTURE SCHOOL?!
Shabby: huh? why???
Carl: future school?! excuse me, how would that be possible? what did you do to your math?
Shabby: *startled* wha-?
Carl: what did you do to your math? how will you study there if your math’s gone like that? do you think you’ll be accepted there???
Shabby: eh? i’m taking law…i dun think they’ll be focusing on maii math grades.
Carl: well, you should STUDY YOUR MATH WELL & graduate!
Shabby: hmpf, WHO THE HECK JUST TOOK BENEFITS FROM US??? HUH? SPECIALLY WITH YOUR MATH?!
Carl: *silence* uhhm…wait, i also let you guys copy!!!
Shabby: ‘with other subjects…yeah right…’ so??? you still took benefits from us. ‘ingrateful brat.’ *in a hurt & low voice* call some other time. i gotta go…bye.
Carl: *imitates maii voice* okay. bye.
DAMMIT, CARL! I KNOW YOU FREAKING PASSED YOUR ALGEBRA, BUT YOU WOULDN’T EVEN UNDERSTAND A THING FROM THAT DAMN SUBJECT WITHOUT OUR FUCKING HELP! FUCK YOUUUUUUUUUUU, ASSHOLE! FUCK YOUUUUU!
*sniff*
don’t rub in my face my mistakes. that’s the last thing i would ever want. i soO much wanna be a lawyer and he made it seem to me i wouldn’t reach that goal coz i’m stupid with math.
alam kong bobo ako, carl. wag mo nang sabihin pa.
i’ve never been insulted like that by my parents. and with just that person, he insults me…making me feel like i ain’t going to reach anything because i’m a dumbass with math. i’m good with math (i think), i just had a hard time adjusting to the lessons and our prof _luvs to kiss our blackboard_.
it would have been fine with me if he said he’s just kidding, but he didn’t. he was like explaining to me i wouldn’t go as far as going to san beda. it’s an all-guys school, btw, that’s why he was teasing me about going to mass there. tho, their law school is co-ed i can really study there. filipinos out there, translate the text above in filipino and you’ll get maii point clearer.
i’m glad jeanneth had comforted me. i was getting a bit down at school and tried maii best to be cheerful in front of maii friends. carl was still there with us…totally clueless why i was ignoring him.
he doesn’t have any idea why i’m mad at him. X/ what do you think of that? he’s soO proud of himself! i wonder what he’s soO proud of. i mean, he didn’t even get a VERY, VERY HIGH SCORE from algebra. he actually got the passing grade and shoves that comment in maii face. DAMN YOU ASSHOLE!
some of you might think it’s a shallow thing to fuss about, but i am completely hurt. i guess it’s through i’m just no good and none of maii goals will be ever achieved coz i’m unintelligent. i wish i could lean on to someone right now and cry my eyes out. i’m so hurt, sad, and insulted.
November 19, 2001
Daily: hey, kara! i miss ya~! (Comments Off)
what a surprise! i didn’t know wami was checkin’ out maii bloggie! mwehehehehe!! kara, nice post on the pan de regla thing! so…
yesterday, we went to antipolo. it wasn’t really a family outing, but maii dad had a meeting there. he wanted us to come along so we can stroll around. we went to mmldc. it’s a nice place and it’s soO windy! mwahahahaha!! it destroyed maii hairdo which is…actually…nothing! *LoL* i mean, i just let it fall down on maii shoulders. nothing much. ^_^vvv we went to the aviary. waa! soO many birds! they were all cute and amazing!
i find birds really amazing especially if there’s a flock of ‘em!
there was this bird, i forgot from what breed it was, but it was funny. mwahaha!! it was whistling then it said, “hello! hello!” it keeps whistling and saying hello! that was the neatest thing i’ve seen there. the rest were okay. we quickly finished our tour while my dad was still busy. i got really tired from walking, i fell asleep in our car. there were seats outside, but they don’t have those…uhh…what you call ‘em? backrests? @_@ like headrests? aigoo! i dunno! but i hope you get maii point! anywayz, we left at around 7 pm. i remember, we even got lost on our way! maii dad wouldn’t listen to me! sheesh~
we finally started our first plate in drawing class. dammit. it was hard tho it was only sketching! X/ it’s hard to sketch lines yO! he made us sketch a border, a cross-section, and the different views — front view, sideview, top view, and the isometric view. i had a hard time with the isometric view. good thing our professor did it for moi! i believe he could clearly see on maii face i didn’t understand what he was teaching me. *grins* that helped me go faster with maii work.
waii! i finished another fic for maii friend pebz!
i hope she likes it. it’s a LEMON FIC! *gyah* and it’s not even a yaoi or yuri! –v can you believe that?! i wrote a straight fic! 
i’ll be putting that up soon. i’m too lajee now to html-ize it. *singing SILLY LOVE SONGS to chunsa*
November 16, 2001
Daily: missing greymatter (Comments Off)
!_! *sniff* i miss maii greymatter. if only the cgi wouldn’t keep on messing up. *ho-hum* i guess i better remove everything from there and let’s see how it goes. i’m planning to organize maii sites again. -_-;;; it’s hard to maintain ‘em all. *ack* and i feel like fixing maii eternal wish site again. ^_^;;; i haven’t done anything there for _months_! oh, how i miss maii compie!
maii bandmates just left earlier, but korky wasn’t there. aigoo, i dunno what to do with that girl! she’s got tons of excuses and stuffu. i wonder if she’s still interested with the band ‘coz if not…then something has to be done right away. also, can you imagine…? we’re already 6 in the band! darnit! >P they decided to keep cedrick in the band. aish~ i don’t want to be stuck with some guy who just luvs to irritate me. ack! he’s worst than carl.
we’re planning to see where korky and cedrick are better at and from there we’ll decide what instrument they’ll permanently play. err…that’s permanently, i hope. i don’t want anymore changes with the band. geez~! then i would also have to worry our movie producer!
chunsa was the last one to leave tho.
i miss her already~ i wish she’s still here, but she has to go home and i still have assignments to do. speaking of assignments, i have to memorize this credo for english class and write an introduction about our _dyad partner_. shitz! X/ i thought our english would be easier this sem. it’s about speech blah-blah! aigooz!!! I HATE SPEECH! it’s darn boring~! (no offense to the others who do, btw.) so…yup! gotta go! mwahahahahah!! maki! hope you don’t mind if i answer the survey too!
baibai!
November 14, 2001
Daily: testing entry (Comments Off)
maii greymatter is really fucked up. i’m too tired to fix it…maybe soon enough i’ll get back to greymatter… -_-;;; i was posting something when a 500 internal server error whatever came. grr~
November 13, 2001
Daily: I love YOU more than I love LIFE!!! (Comments Off)
hiya baby! havent blogged since last month…. right?
You got one nice layout here!!! MWUAH! to theGREATEST
i wish i could make something like “thhhhiiiis!” in the near future… *ahem* with your help of course!!! or will it be my surprise to you?!! hehe!
uhhh… it’s soooo cold now… i feel so cold, really! i do! what do i need?! it’s from you! to me! …… a [hug]
My lips are dry, i don’t know why… maybe you just need to do something that will not make it dry, just a [kiss] you’ll give to me! My ears are shut, and i can’t hear anything… what will i do? or what will you do? just answer me [i love you too!:D] hehe… all i really want to say is
I MISHHH YOOOO!!!! a lot, baby…. a lot…
*MWUAH**MWUAH*MWUAH*
I LOVE YOU!!!
chunsa
