September 25, 2001

Daily: fucked up life (Comments Off)

i thought everything was forgotten…like that _thing_ is nothing, but i had it all wrong. i was going through my dad’s files looking for something interesting like games & stuff when i saw this chat thingy again with his, i presume, other one.

it pisses me off to find out that he seems to be supporting her with money. he seems to spoil her when my brother and i can hardly get what we want. maybe that’s why he’s gone stingy with money. -_-;;; he’s got lots of projects, but it seems some of the money he’s getting isn’t coming home to us…but home to his other one. get maii point?? the bitch is even a guidance counselor! goodness!! she’s one fucked up whore…who’s terribly stupid and idiotic. ARGH!

from my observation between their (my dad and her) chat, she’s an impatient scumbag who likes to say bad words and i think she also wants my dad to leave us for her. i think she’s pregnant too…she keeps mentioning that she wants him to be the father of her children…blah-blah. he told her he’s happy for all the sacrifices she’s making because _the rest of the world_ thinks she’s stupid for falling for him.

*opens the file and reads the other parts of the convo* oooohhhh…she’s also sick!!! MWAAHHHHHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAH! go to hell, ASSHOLE! aigoo!!

i hope she gets to read this.

here’s another surprising and interesting part — my dad told her he’s really serious now about them because at first he thought it was all just a fling. but it got serious that he doesn’t want to lose her anymore. he told himself before (when he thought it was just a fling) it’s okay for him to be caught. he doesn’t care because HE’S ENTITLED to fool around once in a while. — where did that come from?! so he’s trying to say that any man is entitled to fool around ONCE IN A WHILE?! major shocker yO!!! anywayz, he continues — he’ll make an excuse once he’s caught, but this time, now that he’s serious, he wouldn’t be careless anymore. — he wants them to be forever together, etc. etc. he found out he’s serious when he started to imagine waking up beside her and when he started dreaming of her.

shtoopid.

i wonder how in the world my dad wanted to do such a thing. aigoo!!! i also read in around page 370, they were fighting about my mom. o_o

the bitch is a guitarist in a rock band. fucker!!! once i get everything done with the movie producer i’m in contact with, i’ll beat her ass!! i’ll show them! AAAAAAAAAAAAARRRRRRRRRGGGGGGGHHHHHHHHHHHH!!! i can’t believe it…A GUIDANCE COUNSELOR WHO’S IN A ROCK BAND, WHO SPEAKS LIKE SHE JUST CAME FROM THE PROVINCE AND ALL SHE TALKS ABOUT IS SEX, WHO KEEPS COMPLAINING, A BITCH, AN ASSHOLE, WHO DOESN’T KNOW HOW TO USE PUNCTUATION MARKS IN CHATS, A RETARD, AND SOMEONE WHO DOESN’T EVEN KNOW HOW TO SPEAK PROPER ENGLISH?! dammit. she can’t even speak proper filipino. from what planet is that stupid girl from?! huh?!

they FUCKING piss me off.

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