August 31, 2001
Daily: Believe by Lenny Kravitz I (Comments Off)
Believe
by Lenny Kravitz
I am you and you are me
Why’s that such a mystery?
If you want it you got to believe
Who are we?
We’re who we are
Riding on this great big star
We’ve got to stand up if we’re gonna be free yeah
If you want it you got it
You just got to believe
Believe in yourself
‘Cause it’s all just a game
We just want to be loved
The Son of God is in our face
Offering us eternal grace
If you want it you’ve got to believe
‘Cause being free is a state of mind
We’ll one day leave this all behind
Just put your faith in God
And one day you’ll see it
If you want it you got it
You just got to believe
Believe in yourself
‘Cause it’s all just a game
We just want to be loved
The future’s in our present hands
Let’s reach right in
Let’s understand
If you want it you’ve got to believe yeah
If you want it you got it
You just got to believe
Believe in yourself yeah
If you want it you got it
You just got to believe
Believe in yourself yeah
‘Cause it’s all just a game
We just want to be loved
I don’t know why I like this song. Maybe because of its beat…’cause it’s all just a game…we just want to be loved… Aigoo.
*yawn* I think there’s something wrong with my mom’s cellphone. It keeps turning off. That’s why I hate replying with long messages because it just might turn off and then I’d have to repeat all over again. -_-;;; Anyway, I just cooled off my relationship with Chunsa. I don’t know why the hell I did that. I told her we need some time to think about us — our relationship. We have never-ending fights.
That’s just what happened to me last night. We were talking on the phone and, undoubtedly, she was crying again. I always make her cry. I don’t think I’d ever see her smile again the way I always made her smile before.My day was okay. Our lab was fun because our prof. was late and we (Jeanneth, Carl, Cedrick, and I) kept laughing and sharing stories. Jeanneth is a BAD, BAD GIRL. Mwahahahhahahahha!! She doesn’t know I have a blog, so this is cool.
Then we had another “laughing session” in our last subject, Algebra. *grins again* Jep was all crazy talking about love and I kept adding “green thoughts.” *LoL* Carl kept calling me MANYAK or pervert in english. I was joking them about Roy…the cute guy who was in my party. I told them that everytime they call they were disturbing our convo which isn’t really true. I haven’t talked to Roy for like ages! >.<P It seemed Marco really wanted to know who Roy is because he hardly reacted. Aigooz. I wonder why he wanted to know. He must have thought I really was talking to Roy or crunching (crush) on him…and my classmates even think so too. Geez.Har-har! Crunching!
Korky and I have a new word for crush. We thought of it last Wednesday after our mall-ing.August 30, 2001
Daily: When you think everything is (Comments Off)
When you think everything is going to be alright, matters only get worse…I don’t know where to start explaining about my problem. *sigh* It’s still the same old problem. Yesterday, my friends from maii uni and I went to the mall. Chunsa told me to enjoy and I was like, “We’ll see.” I wasn’t enjoying as much as I wanted to because my friends keep leaving me out. Or maybe I just walk too slow? Aigoo. Anywayz, they all have their own worlds and I was actually quiet most of the time. I don’t know why, but I felt like something was bothering me. I didn’t enjoy til I met up with Korky. When I saw her I shouted with joy. I missed being with her to the mall. We always have this laughing trip. Mwahahahah!! My friends kept walking around and around and I barely got the chance to text Chunsa. She kept sending me messages, but it was hard for me to concentrate. Most of my companions kept asking me about this and that and Korky kept sharing her lovelife stories.
My feet already hurt, my head was spinning…I couldn’t text Chunsa.Later that afternoon, Korky went home with me. We ate all of the left-over cake and shared stories and that’s the time I was able to text Chunsa. Korky, then, borrowed my cellphone and asked if she could text her boyfriend. I said sure and I didn’t know her boyfriend is using another telecom server or however you call that so I got lagged. Somehow, I was still able to get some of Chunsa’s messages. There was a message of hers which really caught my attention. She said she nearly got hit by a bus. I was surprised and asked her why and how. She told me she was like in a trance of some sort and her mind was busy thinking about me. I wonder why.
It was around 6 pm when we were talking about it, but I suddenly got sleepy. I told her about it and then I fell asleep. I woke up around 8:30 pm with lots of messages waiting on my cellphone. After reading some of the messages, I texted Chunsa and even joked her with a GOOD MORNING. Though I think she didn’t get it because she kept texting me if I was already awake and if I still want to text her. Stupid Globe Telecoms might be eating up my messages, so I missed called her. Next thing I knew, I didn’t hear from her anymore.
I stayed up all night til 2 am incase she wakes (I was presuming she fell asleep) up and texts me. I was talking to my friend RJ on the phone around that time. Well…just to keep me awake. ^^;; I finally got to hear from her around 5 am this morning. That’s the time I usually wake up when I have classes by 7:30. She asked me if I didn’t text her on purpose the whole night. You all know I did, right?! I just told you. I told her. She didn’t believe me. It’s not her fault. Who would believe me? Anyone can just lie about it. But it’s true…I did text her. I guess she didn’t believe. Now she thinks I care less for her. I barely give time for her. I apologized for what happened and she tells me it wasn’t only yesterday.
Chunsa…if you get to read this…I’m really sorry. I made you cry again and it’s all maii fault. Please don’t blame yourself for this. It would be hard for me to make up for everything. I’ve been busy with a lot of things and I’m worried about my studies. F***! These are the reasons why I feel like I’m getting thinner and looking
August 1, 2001
Daily, Music: Yay!! ^^ My dad’s got (Comments Off)
Yay!!
My dad’s got another dinner meeting, so I can use his pc without any permission again. Mwahahahahha!! But I think he’s got the feeling that I’m using this without any permission. ^_^;;; My school life sucks. I feel like I have to repeat 3 major subjects of mine. I dunno…aigooz…I think I really will fail. Please pray for me, guys. I really need lots of prayers…
I also have this guy friend who’s really out of his mind. I dunno…he likes to play bad jokes…even For the good side, I recently got some chapters I haven’t read from Lez’s old fic, I’m trying to update myself with more K-pop news, and…uhhh…I dunno…*lol* Btw, what happened with Endii?!?! Why isn’t he in Shin Hwa anymore?? Waaaaaaaaahhhhhh!!! He’s one of the guys I really like a lot in Shin Hwa. >P Boo!! Somebody out there please tell me why ‘coz I’m awfully clueless… O_OVVV
Look at this new girl trio:
Aren’t they cute?? From left to right: Kim Ji Hye, Ryu Eun Joo, and lead singer Ahn Jin Kyung.
I like their title track “Buah.” (Info got from Solid07) I wonder if I can find the lyrics to “Buah” easily… Anyhoo, I better go…I don’t have much to say. *sigh* Oh yeah…gotta d/l AIM.
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